these thoughts are ruining my life!! i hate my life because these thoughts arent going away, no matter what i do they wont go away!! i tried everything, it wont work, the thoughts im getting are the complete opposite of what i actually think, how can i get the thoughts to go away forever, and even if i take medicine what if it doesnt work, what if nothing works, its so bad that im thinking about killing myself, idk what to do!!